I took a moment yesterday to process.
My responsibilities came pouring in one after the other with some slight inconveniences sprinkled on top for good measure.
I was exhausted, I have been exhausted.
My mental state and drive were challenged by events that were so different from each other. From writing proposals to following up with exterminators and trying to keep my small business from drinking more cups of water than it should as it is slightly submerged in the deep…
I sat until all the voices in my head meshed into one dull-sounding tone, and began to sing.
“Great, is your faithfulness… to me.”
Emotionless, I stared at the white wall. Awake and aware, but asleep and disengaged.
I continued to sing.
Nothing groundbreaking happened in that moment. But that glimmer of hope woke me up this morning. Even in the midst of the unknown, my spirit still sang within the unknown, a song of assurance echoed within me even when I did not have the brain space to hear it.
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