Not everything goes our way.
I understand that now. Something that can be planned to the TEE can fall apart as if you never paid any attention to even the most simplest of details.
The hardest thing to do when stuck in between a rock and a hard place is acceptance. Ahh, acceptance.
That is being turned away after you made a reservation and having nothing to say because at that point, because what can be done? All the probable options to take flew out the window the moment you were told, “No.”
As an optimistic person that lives in a fairly peaceful country and is a pentecostal, my optimism meter is nothing short of extreme. I’m not delusional. I still get enraged by what I can’t change. So, what do I do with that energy? I transfer it into what I’m doing right now. Processing the acceptance of the fact that not everything is meant to be.
You’ll need to wait a little longer. You’ll need to try again… Resubmit.
Why?
Well, we can’t always explain why. We simply hold onto the now. The right now. The what do we do now? Even when the situation breaks you. It is in your bits and pieces – where your peace is.